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Name [ Low Shifeng ] Age [ 23 ] Gender [ Male ] DOB [ 21-7-1984 ] Hobbies [ bowling, full time lover ] Fav colors [ sky blue ] Fav sight [ stars, ocean ] Julian Dennis Shaun Japheth Jie Qi Blogger Kokoro's Collection Singapore Lancer Club 
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 |
phew! juz finish preparing my stuffs for work tmr! my first day of work in the army.. pretty excited.. think i cant sleep tonight.. haha.. come to think of it.. the past, total 13 years of schooling and studying... and tmr will be a new me! totally new, working man liao.. haha :p i gona work hard, i promise tmr its a new me... no longer a student.. a working adult (p.s me still below 21... 1 more year to 21!) haha.. i will work hard, wont think so much.. i have realised that when things come, it will really come, no point worrying so much... there are so much things in life to do... i want to save and buy a new car! Toyota VIOS.. HEHE... thats my aim for now.. but firstly, i got to work first lol... hope by end of this year i can change... then next year new year drive new car! vroom! vroom! haha ehh.. i think too much liao.. haha thats me.. lol.. cant wait for tmr... the brand new me! ok, i go play some games, hope can make me sleep..... i manage to add background songs using another way! hehe, added my fav song.. duno can hear anot, i can hear from my com... some1 if u can hear tell me in the chatbox ok? hehe.. its been a week since i have MIA.. haha, guess its a pretty gloomy life for me.. kind of tired of life... sometime when i think of the future, wat i gona be... how much i gona make a month.. how much do i need to save... hmmm, lots of things on my mind... made my mind so blur n giddy... head been throbbing all along.. how i wish this world is nothing, no tall buildings... juz the forests... where i can fly around freely with no worries, living with the nature of the earth... haiz... sianz.. going off to listen to my fav song... by ekin cheng - yi sheng ai ni yi ge (loving only u in my whole life) its night time once again.. the time where i pray and hoping her tomorrow will be a better 1.. guess i have to rot at home for the rest of the time till 1st june where i will report for work.. love her so much, hope to support her forever, and watch her happy always... time, the most precious thing on the earth, i have realised that now.. 5 year, 10 year, even 100 year, i will still stay on for her... :) oh well, hope all my frens will find their jobs after graduation soon... ;) Gazing out at this wonderful sunset... Your face; your voice come to mind. I am so thankful to God for sending you into my life! I am my beloved's and she is mine. God has a plan and a purpose... For our lives; seperately and together. And when the time is absolutely perfect He will blend them together with the creativity only he can achieve. Thus far, I can only imagine how awesome that will be! For even now, you are the most of everything I have ever wanted or needed. You are my precious; my most beloved this side of Heaven. I love you now and forever...with all my heart. the youth of my heart jumps with joy in ur heart waters flowing thru the mountain night stars shining in the dark sky ur face remain clear and bright to me ur the special 1 whom makes my heart beat fast and slow at the same time remebering the past forgetting the rough remembering the sweet locking up the joy :D hmm.. tiring week! monday worked frm 9-8, yesterday worked from 9-10.. fell sick this morning but dragged my whole body to SGH, for my final presentation for my project.. lucky everything went smoothly.. *sigh* anyway at least everything have passed, does it seems fast? seems fast yet slow... thinking back wat i have done in the past... quite hard and memorable.. haha, guess thats gona wrapped up my poly life... life was hard manz, felt like giving up but all the while she was there to encourage me and support me, i felt v happy and it sort of provide a source of "force" for me to work, and hang on... was thinking how do u define the future? if we live day by day, after sometime we will reach the future, the quote "future is unknown" is seems known becos the next min or i shd say the next second is considered as the future right? hmm.. hehe, well i have realise alot of my mistakes, which made her stressed.. felt so guilty arh :'( no matter wat, at least i know that i have been in her heart once... thats enuff, though (i already know wat the outcome will be) i still will brace up, and stand up, wont fall again... hope she will be fine and have a gd future next time ba~ Touched by all that love I draw closer toward you Saddened by all that love I run from you Surprised by all that love I remain alert in stillness Hurt by all that love I yearn for tenderness Defeated by all that love at the truthful mouth of the night Forsaken by all that love I will grow toward you. |
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