little angel in my heart
my love for u will never part
to love u with my heart
a love so true never turn hard
nth can replace you
my heart and soul is stick to you
missing u every time
love you till the end of time

its been rough for the past few days... hoping attachment faster end, already very sick of my project... sick of my codes liao... tried to imagine if i were to do it all over again... hmmm :x think i will go mad... hehe... anyway, my heart is totally lost and dark last few days.. becos i made her angry... i thought she will be gone.. i am soo scared

i realise the importance of her... rather lose myself than to lose her... nothing can replace her, and i will love her till the end of time.. till the end of my last breath...

hope i can finish everything on time... gona slack next week liao... :)

Shifeng blogged on 10:28:00 PM

The sun rises above the hillcrest,
As does the joy of my heart;
Rays of warmth and love,
From her I will never depart.

Fresh dew upon the grass,
Young birds chirp in their nests;
I watch her gently sleep,
My love to her I silently profess.

I enjoy the stillness and calm,
Watching as she smiles and dreams;
She brings me to stillness and peace,
Like that of a slow flowing stream.

My heart and soul flow with love,
And I smile as I quietly reflect;
I've been handed a sweet princess,
A sweet princess to love and to protect.

A vow to myself I make,
As she quietly sleeps away;
To love and always cherish her,
Until my last breath... until my last day.

Shifeng blogged on 11:58:00 AM

time are fast
my feelings are vast
my mind is in a twirl
my brain is in a whirl
need u to be by my side
i can put everything aside
u are important to me
u are my little world

sianz. yesterday got into an accident, car in workshop now.. not very serious though, only the bumper need a fix... *sigh* gona waste $$ again... hope i will learn from this mistake... boring day...

Shifeng blogged on 5:37:00 PM

windy days
my funny days
feelings were hard
u are in my heart
feeling down
where i cant be found
only u can find me

tiring days.... i really feel that i have grudge against City Cabs... few days ago, i was making an U-turn at my home here, and there is a left filter lane on the other side... by right that City cab driver shd give way to me... (filter lane shd give way to U-turning vehicle).. but he keep inching his car forward and horn at me.. i was like wtf? then nvm.. after i that he drve past me and stare at me with that stupid face... felt like punching him in the face.. mayb i shd be like my fren, put a steel bar behind the car...

yesterday, i was at sim lim area.. and there was this City cab again (in the oncoming traffic lane) was abt to turn right... i was on the major road... he shd give wat to me.. but he din.. juz keep inching out his vehicle also, and flash headlight again... tell u, 1 day i am gona break all the City cab's headlight..

juz now i was at sengkang area... this City cab following me behind.. i was on left lane travelling at 60-70 km/h nth wrong with that... he keep flashing headlight at me for like 4-5 times.. damn distracting... then i pick up, and vanish away.. haha cant catch me up... real suay manz.. i really hate City cab... i swear i wont take City cab forever...

last time TP tat time also City cab flash headlight at me causing me to get 8 demerit pts.. which result me fail on first try... ARGH

hate city cab! darn it!

Shifeng blogged on 11:59:00 PM

seems like i am blogging lesser and lesser, well, not much time for me.. got to finish up alot of things at my attachment... haiz, time is racing with me i guess... my days seems to be so plainless.. even the funniest thing happen right infront of me, i wont laugh.. not sure why, only 1 person can make me smile.. only she can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time..

oh well, attachement left 3 weeks... i hope it will be faster over..! looking forward to go in army!! go go go! but.. haiz i am very worried that me n her will be splitted when i go in... i will miss her everyday and night.. haiz... will i lose her? tats wat i am thinking of everyday... >.<

Shifeng blogged on 10:56:00 PM

staring blankly
feeling lost and scary
i hope she wont leave me
but i will leave if she wants me
u change me
to be a better me
waiting for the day where u will leave
the day of death

haiz.. i feel so depressed these few days.. i duno wats wrong.. perhaps seeing her stress and unhappy hurts me... i hope she will be better... i am willing to xchange hurt for her peace.. really i will.. even if i have to hurt till i cant move.. the days where she is with me... the memories so sweet will always remain within me.. happy? how to be happy.. everyday seems the same to me... waiting for the day where some1 will take her away... away and far from me... i duno when that day will come, but i have a feeling its very soon... i dreamt of her last night... i cried in the dream... i saw her, with another guy in school... i nearly went crazy... haiz... but if she is happy with another guy, i cant be so selfish.. i will still jia you for her, 1 last time.. b4 i am gone.. for good.. i will give up... cos i love her... bu zai hu tian zhang di jiu zi zai hu cheng jing yong you...

Shifeng blogged on 1:59:00 PM

where am i?
where was i?
my vision is poor
all i could see is lost
i cant do without u
but can u do without me?
i can dun care others
but i cannot dun care u
my heart is empty
lost in the dark forest
where no 1 can find me
except u

its been a few weeks since i blog, dun really have the mood to blog.. haiz got a small commotion with her last night.. how i wish i am by her side to company her.. *sobz* but my heart will not die, i will still carry on shower her with care and love.. till the day she leave me, and forget me.. perhaps i am a toy ba... something there to keep her happy till she find the right 1... haiz...

Shifeng blogged on 11:10:00 AM