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Name [ Low Shifeng ] Age [ 23 ] Gender [ Male ] DOB [ 21-7-1984 ] Hobbies [ bowling, full time lover ] Fav colors [ sky blue ] Fav sight [ stars, ocean ] Julian Dennis Shaun Japheth Jie Qi Blogger Kokoro's Collection Singapore Lancer Club 
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actually it hurts when i see u it doesnt matter how i feel dun mind how other people view as long as my heart has u what a hot day today.. its the 3rd day since i getting my car.. everything seems fine, no major mistakes.. the quiet night a peace of mind iam entering a black passage with nothing but darkness a dark passage with no ending if this is a dream, i hope i will nvr wake if this hurts, i hope i will get injured if time were to go back i will still choose the same path nothing will hold me back *yawnz* sleepy day.. have been settling my car's stuff, loan application etc. abit busy... and i will be collecting my car tmr! hehe, still abit excited and worried... can i handle the traffic? hmm, this time round i am all alone, no more instructor sitting beside me to help me... i have been waiting for this day for so long.. to own a car! but why am i feeling scared now.. haiz, i am such a funny person.. lol anywayz, hope i be fine on the first day of driving.. haha, may god bless and watch over me.. :D gd nitez- the night seems cold my heart seems old the night will be beautiful as long as u are still with me the stars are bright ur smiles are sweet in my memories there are only u sigh, i just off my com and abt to sleep, but i was too hungry! gastric pain, i tot i was abt to die.. i woke up and made some bread.. mum saw i had gastric pain and gave me some cakes and made me a glass of warm milk... now i am abit warmer, and my gastric returns to its normal shape.. gona sleep now, hope its a better day for everyone on this earth tomorrow.. morning! bright sunny day.. hope every1 goes well today.. fireflies look like stars in the night the flame burn with its might never will it die just like my love never die flame of passion love of passion until the end of my life true love hard to find waiting for the day where no 1 will save me where u will leave me silently hmm.. i was wondering, am i a pessimistic person? nothing could tell the stars wont stop my feelings wont stop missing u every minute how much have i taken u how much have u think of me i seems far yet near from u all i want to say is i love u shes been sick for a few days.. i hope she will recover soon.. when she is sick, i am sick too.. felt like asking god to give me all her sickness today.. love the stars the shooting stars flying gracefully in the sky love is like the stars never will it stop for us chase for it fight for it you wont regret even if u still lose it thats because u have already fight for it true love is unchangeable, not substitutable true love exist in the heart eternally i'm in the office now, pressure and stressed by alot of things.. my mind is weak my vision is blur everything seems poor i have no motivation to work no motivation to move i feel like stopping ending my suffering but u told me to work i will work, just for u i hope u will be able to save me to keep me going on haiz, life is so stressed.. i feel like giving up.. heres something b4 i sleep : the room looks odd the night seems dark as i off my light the darkness crept on to my body making it shiver i realise i can lose anyone i can lose everything i can lose to the world but i cant lose you for u are everything to me future seems tough the past seems rough my nocturnal soul searching for u in the darkness no matter where you are deep in my heart where the image of you are - sleepz - The dark grey sky i wanna fly my bright wide smile a mask of mine to hide my cries what should i do decisions are fool to make human like a tool no matter what will come i am ready here to help you overcome so sian.. in the office now (but not my own office) as they are cleaning my office.. they have been cleaning for 3 hrs? hmmm, not sure but i am doing nth now.. the window is just beside me, the grey sky looks so mysterical, yet it looks so big.. i wonder how does it feels when u are flying through the dark grey sky.. only birds will know.. oh well, haiz its a boring day for me.. In the lonely night of cold, my memory as hard as gold, no matter what the love inside me will not unfold, things will come as go, but i hope u will never go, it looks like a dream which is so lovely, i hope that i will fall into it blindly, even though i might be hurt excruciatingly, i wont have any regrets internally, my love for u, will be inside me eternally haha... nothing to do, this poem is composed to my love.. rainy days, gloomy moods. wonder tmr will be a sunny day or a rainy day again.. i hate this kind of weather, it juz turn u off totally.. tiring days for me, i hope attachment will be over soon.. 7 more weeks to go! *sigh* sometimes i hate my horoscope, cancer, read alot on it and its the worst horoscope among all in terms of emotional.. cancerian's emotions are rather unstable.. i am happy 1 minute, and the next minute i will turn moody again.. not sure whats the reason behind.. anyway, sometimes i wonder are most human being born selfish? do they care for themselves only? i took the train this morning, and i was in the middle of a cabin, every1 was crowding near the door (which makes passenger difficult to come in) and saw some poor people unable to board the train, i wonder will they be late for their work.. as the door closed, i heard 1 of the aunties told her fren "stay near door here.. later will be able to get out easily" i was wondering even if u move in abit, is it that difficult to get out after that? i felt like shouting at her "auntie, u scared of ghost ah, why dun want to move in?!" but of course, i am not that sort of ppl.. haha.. but i guess most people care only for themselves.. *sigh* 1 day after 1 day.. it seems fast, yet slow, juz like me.. i seems happy, yet sad.. the sadness just lie there.. unable to be shifted.. not sure who will be able to shift it for me.. hope tmr i will have something to do at attachment, dun wanna die of boredom.. ------------------------------------------------------------------ I am a Cancer. (Also known as "Crab") My Horroscope starts like this: " A failure by definition, a Cancer is both a conservative and an opportunist, stuck in a constant state of self-reflection. Nothing and no one is capable of changing his mind, but he loves to argue, just to make fun of his opponent and look better in his own bulging eyes. " (Read more | Find yours) |
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