today is a rainy weather, my mood is exactly the same.. supposedly to be with my darling @ chalet, but some how due to some reason, i am unable to be with her... how much i wanna hear from her that she wants me to go find her now.. but she didnt... i dun feel like going for the BBQ now, dun feel like facing anyone, wanna just stay at home and hide in my room... perhaps that is the characteristics of a cancerian..

i feel so sad today, yesterday was just frustration but today i just feel sad, utterly disappointed with my darling maybe... since last night i cant be with her, why this morning she did not ask me to go find her asap??

anyway i dont know what i going to do today? am i going to go down? or just stay at home? or go out alone and just walk around?

Shifeng blogged on 12:23:00 PM

Shifeng blogged on 9:17:00 AM

here is another from the back

Shifeng blogged on 9:15:00 AM

long time never blog liao.. today on leave, but my darling working so sian, gona stay home whole day.. miss my darling so much, here

are some picture on my car.. love my lancer so much after so much hard work have been done ^^

Shifeng blogged on 9:08:00 AM

{Thursday, April 05, 2007 . }

here i am in taiwan on exercise, did not see my darling for 2 weeks plus le. though everyday we talk to each other, but then still i miss her so much so much. longing to be back by her side..

last night i had a bad dream, i dreamt that after i reached singapore, immediately i was called to go some other countries and i dont even have time to see my sweetheart! i was so sad and in the dream i cried so hard.. guess i need and miss my other half so much..

16th of april.. the day where we will meet again my love... i love u forever !!

Shifeng blogged on 3:41:00 PM

{Saturday, June 17, 2006 . }

Shifeng ("v") Shi Qing 4 Ever!!! Muackz!! Muackz!!

Its been 2 years since i blog.. i am so happily with my darling !! :)

Shifeng blogged on 1:54:00 PM

{Thursday, June 17, 2004 . }

so tired of work.. haiz, eevryday have been the same...

morning wake up, brush teeth, comb hair, pack up then go for work.. reach worked place, sit there do nothing (except for reading books) other wise if they got some work, they will ask me do... sianz..

have been wondering, is it wat will come will come? i felt like i am in a deep well, darkness surrounds me and ya there is this small hole on top of me, my only ray of lights in my life... very fear that this ray of light will be gone 1 day... and i will fall into darkness...

Shifeng blogged on 9:55:00 PM